Healing from White Power: One day at time-gctid38279

[Yahmeesh]

Healing from White Power: "One day at time"

White people have made there lives sacred.

They have made there lives sacred; making it so I'm afraid for them to die.

I had a dream were a motocross driver went up the side of ramp and almost went over a ledge. The other side of the ramp was like a mountain cliff, and had a very steep fall. As the biker went up and came back down, the biker crashed right on the edge of the ramp; teetering between the edge of the cliff and the track. I was startled in my dream for the bikers safety that it "gripped my heart" with "fear" and I clasped my hand shut. It woke me out of my dream. I understand the sacreness of what White people portray of themselves ie. programs with near death experieces, or animal attacks, I have become afraid to see them hurting, by buying into there "sacredness"; and the utter disgust they portray of Black people.

Showing black death, and injustice in no small amount. And unlawfullness, in all it's capacity helps to "perpetuate" a dislike for my conditions and anything with my likeness.

Evil has made meditation and praying to Allah a trifling pity. These ideas help push me away not only from the "source" of my ideas, and creation but from the very likeness of Being "Black"; with no sympathy.

I was manifested and brought into existence from nothing but an idea from my mom and dad, but it is my job to cultivate my ideas of right and wrong.

Daily, I have to remember to remember to be grateful; to be a daily representative and model against the dire and morbid conditions evil has set up against me, so I don't ruin my life and the people around me.

Instead, I can still blame GOD and fail to serve as an example for are brothas and sistahs who are the "physical" examples of my
same struggle. If I can't help finacially, I should help "spiritually".

But it is a deep seated self hatred for good, and truth I have come to abhor in myself. At some time in my life I stopped taking responsibility for my ideas. I quit thinking my thoughts had purpose. Just for today I will be responsible for my "own" brand of dignity and righteousness, and stop worrying about how much love, honor, and respect I missed out on, and start being content, and appreciative for what I got right now, cause it's been working, GOD willing.

Just for today, I won't be afraid to believe in my ideas, GOD willing.

My mom showed me I was worthy a long time ago, but I didn't believe her, yet. Yet She used to ask me questions like, "I know your thinking about something, go on and tell us what your thinking about". I would bust out some "off the wall stuff", but it was mine, and my Mama respected it. My momma used to be like, "We need a family night were we all sit down and talk". We never did but I can remember the point being brought up. My mom did a Spider man puzzle with me when I was very young. She was showing me how to cooperate, and it felt good. I can remember my Mom telling me to make a collage, about everything I wanted to accomplish, and I did, in art class in 12th grade. And I've accomplished everything on that collage, what ever was in my purpose, GOD willing. This is me actualizing. That is the strength my mama hit me off with. And I'm grateful I got some tools I can believe in, that's GOD's gift MashAllah

I now must combat daily, to be a model of upliftment for me and my children and my family in the struggle against oppression; one day at a time.
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• Turning the "all white Disney T.V program" to something else,
• limiting how much "Euro contemporary acquired programming my children recieve,
  
• look for Kmtyw centered programs,
• or just turn off T.V.
• Checking that radio station
• My shopping habits; GOD willing I'm trying to shop Black on my days I decide to spend some money; even if some incensce or some coffee.
• Watching my mouth when I get angry so as not to demoralize anyone one cause I choose to be weak and not deal with my emotions. I'm practing a 3 second rule: If I'm heated, especially while dealing with family, to take a breather, and come back to it with some dignity and integrity, GOD willing, cause it can be done.
• Quit verbally manifesting that evil movies are good.

').'")."n[/list]"'GOD is not one dimensional. I manifest right and good in me, externally and internally. Thats why I have eyes, ears, and a brain. It's for me to see with my Mind, body and soul. So I need to stop playing. Evil movies are just evil. White shows are just white shows.

Black life is sacred. And I'm getting back to the source daily, GOD willing. One day at a time.

Disney Channel

Cable Network



Disney Channel taps into the world of:
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• kids
• and families
• through original series and movies,
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"'Further setting Disney Channel apart is its acclaimed Disney Channel Original Movie franchise, including the No. 1 original movie on basic cable with kids 6 -11 for 2006, 2005, 2004, 2003 and 2002. The network's "Express Yourself" campaign features Disney Channel stars encouraging viewers to embrace and (1) accept their differences, and supports the network's dedication to communication, diversity and optimism.

Playhouse Disney is the daily, learning-focused programming block on Disney Channel which showcases new, original characters and classic Disney favorites. While designed for preschoolers, the programming invites co-viewing with parents, grandparents and caregivers.

All Playhouse Disney programming is guided by a "Whole Child Curriculum," : "a philosophy" that suggests intelligence and learning go far beyond verbal and quantitative skills like memorizing the alphabet and learning to count.

Peace be upon you

(1)Note: eureurasiaan Multiculturalism "Homocide"

Disney Channel - NCTA.com

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[kweku, afro olmec]

dear sistren, healing from white power is a life long process that even the ones that live in the continent themselves havent healed because they worship the whiteman,the work environment is not conducive, outside world is also not conducive,we can only heal when we are totally dettached from the eureurasiaan reality, that is amerika, canada dn eureurasia,also the best thing to heal from white power one day at time, eat more food that constitute your genetic make up( Kmtyw). while living in this modern day rome,we have to cope with the situation,to heal from white power will take very hard and committed person, i view it as long term process, because we live in this western world,at home is one thing, however when u go somewhere, or venue, it is different thing altogether.

[Chima Masego Bohlale]

I agree that it takes one day at a time especially when brothers are gaining or reconnecting with our Kmtyw culture.:sphinx:  It has taken much soul searching for me to arrive at my present state of mind.  Sometimes, the state of Kmt, Kmt-America, and Kmt-Carribean makes me wanna holler. We need to perservere to reclaim Kmt as our homeland. :flaming: The white man will never change his nature.  He was created to be unjust, evil, and a con-artist/thief.  Across the country, the police who is sworn to serve and protect the public is killing our sons and daughters like dogs in the streets.  I grow tired of seeing our women and children cry out of anger and despair of an unjust legal system.  This system allow the police to murder our children without punishment.  Will we continue to march nonviolently while it has been declared open hunting season on our children? :sniper: