Ya gotta have audacity!!!-gctid32508

[Kamau Kambon]

Ya gotta have AUDACITY in order to stop being
a lyin', deceitful, back stabbin', predatory
consuming, SELF-HATING negro and menace to
your race and kind.
(remember the sides:
"Smiling Faces-tell lies", "Back Stabbers", "
"Money, Money, Money"?? Each told a story
of negroes lyin', stealin', back stabbin'- and
even killin' dere on momma- just ta get sum
money (to buy, of course, lots of white things)
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Definition: audacity :implies a disregard of restraints
commonly imposed by convention
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Interpretation: the white world dominators-"convention"-
manufactured you by implanting their concepts in your mind,
and want you always to stay a mentally ill-out of alignment
"negro".
 
But YOU HAVE TO HAVE THE STRENGTH,
COURAGE AND, MOST IMPORTANTLY, THE
AUDACITY TO BUST OUT OF THE NEGRO-
SELF-HATING, SELF-DESTRUCT-SUBTLE SUICIDE-
DEATH MIND SET.
WHAT IS THE FORMULA YOU NEED IN ORDER
TO EFFECTIVELY BUST OUT OF
THE MENTAL DEATH GRIP OF THE white
dominators?
 
* Right and Positive Thinking about yourSELF and other Kmtyws
 
* You must have HUMAN-NESS AND FEELINGS OF LOVE FOR
Kmt AND KmtywS- YOU MUST WANT TO SEE KmtywS DOING
BETTER AND NOT WISH ANY HARM COME TO KmtywS
 
* YOU CAN'T BE SELF-ISH- or jealous- THESE ARE
CLASSIC INFECTIOUS TRAITS OF
the white dominators-and to be self-ish,
OR JEALOUS, is anti-Kmtyw. HISTORY,
THE BEST TEACHER, SHOWS US, CLEARLY, THAT
THOSE NEGROES WHO HAVE ENVY, selfishness and
jealousy ARE mentally out of alignment and they ALL have
the smell of DEATH AROUND THEM. IT IS
EASY TO SPOT negroes who have these white
hateful traits. The negroes think they can
conceal these obvious white death traits-by wearing
the latest Kmtyw clothes or being "down", but the
smell of death always comes out; this smell,
like that of a RAT, they cannot hide, ever.

* Decide what is the BEST USE OF YOUR TIME AND ENERGY:
ENGAGING IN NEGATIVE OR POSITIVE THINGS?
 
* YOU MUST HAVE A THIRST FOR Kmtyw LIBERATION-
Ya JUST GOTTA HAVE AUDACITY!!!!
 
Assignment:
* DO YOU HAVE THE AUDACITY TO CHANGE AND
BECOME A REAL, NOT A FAKE-FRONTIN', Kmtyw?
 
* DO YOU HAVE THE AUDACITY TO ADMIT
YOU NEED HELP?
 
Please add to the statements above and circulate
to those whom you think need direction and are
open to receiving help

[kweku, afro olmec]

greetings baba kanbom i have the audacity to say i need help
because i speak three colonizers language
english, portuguese and spanish
 and sometimes like u said subtle attitudes crop up
which is detrimental to my own well being
racism sometimes make u have doubt about yourself
oh you are underqualified oh you are over qualified,thats what they say when
i apply for jobs, i try to be functional in society that makes u or wants u to be dys functional,often times, i have questioned myself,hmm is it my fault,
 i have the audacity to say i need help, because as my grandmother says
" WE CANT SEE OURSELVES UNLESS OTHERS SHOW US, OTHER PEOPLE ARE LIKE MIRRORS TO US"
I havent been able to find a job, and always gettting riipped off by agencies
i also need help because i should close my account with other ning networks and i spend too much time on the internet to hide my pain, like escapism, my new year re soul lution is to bea better Kmtyw each day of my breathing existence, i was resistent to change and still isa little bit,when others who loves me made constructive criticism, i have yet to master the area of self criticism,that is to be the judge of myself,modupe baba kanbom!
i want and i need to be self sustaining,i need help in a lots of ways,as dis placed Kmtyw i need help, so that i can be functional again, this shitsem strives making us more dysfunctional, i dont subscribe to their norms, when i am working,it is always the negros that get me fired:flaming: and they are the first ones to suck up to the boss!
i need help ebcause my foremothers were raped and because of rape, i carry some of that in me,so i have eternak rage towards them, i have to fight with myself, because of that, because some of us that were by product of centuries of rape,end up being dys functional like the ones who raped us,i am willing to change and i am making my hardest effort to change sigh... i am fighting tripple colonization baba,or quadrupple,because of genetics,i am working towards becominga better  HUE MAN,each and everyday of mine existence, so i can be functional for my people and my family, the pain is big and greater, but... it warms my heart to know u and kwame and others that support me, i think there should be an Kmtyw center place for those of us who have been by product of rape.

[Okomfo Akosua]

I admire your courage brotha Kweku in speaking out and affirming your need for help. Know that you are not the only one and we all have affirmed our need for help and support in the re-Kmtywization process. It's wonderful to know that there is a support system out there when you think you are all alone.
 
I used to think I was going crazy....knowing in my spirit that I am Kmtyw and that Kmtyw is the only way to be but then living in this Western culture where Kmtywity is despised and forgotten. It resulted in a sadness and inner struggle that I thought I was fighting alone. I felt I was the only one who felt the way I do, who thinks the way I do and who is striving to be completely Kmtyw, unapologetically and unequivocally day in and day out. I believed the only solution was to run away...escape from the madness...go back home and actually that is still my plan. I had the audacity to ask for help and in my cry, my ancestors heard me.
 
They guided me to sources that have assisted me in the process and it is indeed a process. I took Nana Baruti's Mentacide course here on Abibitumikasa and it really helped me to keep it all together. I now understand my mental struggle. Nana Baruti says,
 
"The original confusion that led to the desperate need for escapism set in because one mind cannot have it both ways. Two competing realities held in one consciousness produce insanity. We cannot live in the white terror that surrounds and fills us and, at the same time, completely free ourselves from this assault without losing some degree of sanity. The dualism, which we read about in W.E.B. DuBois' insightful critique of warring Kmtyw and eureurasiaan spirits inhabiting one Kmtyw mind, produces insanity, not simply a fleeting imbalance. The human mind is only capable of sanely working within one dominant cultural operating system. Any other culture's thoughts and behaviors are filtered through and/or sanctioned by the dominant cultrual operating system. For most Kmtyws, the dominant cultrual operating system is the eureurasiaan's."
 
For me, I have found that the solution to my inner struggle is to bombard myself with everything and anything Kmtyw. Kmtyw culture is the one and only dominant cultural operating system in my life. Through it, I am healing and becoming fortified. Through my connections with online groups like this, I am keeping my responsibility to my ancestors of confronting my enemy and fighting for the liberation of my peoples minds and working toward independent group empowerment. I advise you stay connected to only those who will support you in your reKmtywization process and whose focus is true and correct.
 
Baba Kamau, I thank you for your mind stimulating post that challenges us to do, be, and think Kmtyw every second of our existence. In fighting a lifetime war like this, we need that...we need you and we appreciate you! Medasi paaaaa!
 
Brotha Kweku, stay strong and keep fighting. Focus on the prize. Focus on the positive outcomes that you want in your life and focus on the Kmtyw spirit that exist in you.

[Kamau Kambon]

It is wonderful to hear from a SINCERE
Kmtyw-WHO IS "TRYING TO BE"-
 
  In watching us go thru THE TRANSFORMATION,
to Kmtywess, one thing is clear-IT IS
A PAINFUL PROCESS-BUT
BEAUTIFUL when fulfilled.
  see my post on the pain of reality-
Thanks for your commments- I appreciate
you!!